Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Chooseday

Mood: normal

This post would have been cooler if it was about choices...but no.

Today AND yesterday, i felt quite mean. I'm not sure if its my PMSing, but i think i've been quite slack to some people...

Yesterday, my mum was late picking me up from eastwood after school, and i had a piano lesson at 4:15, so when my mum came at 4:05, i was really pissed coz we had to go back home, i had to go to the toilet and then drive there which takes about 7 minutes. I started raging at her for shopping at carlo and forgetting about us, and she wouldnt answer her phone.

After my piano lesson, i felt really slack to my mum who had only went shopping at carlo to buy food for us to eat. So i tried to be nice to her for the rest of the night.

Then today, a few things happened where i felt quite mean.

In health, i took Steph's seat to sit with Suhaniya and Celine, making Steph have to bring another desk and chair over to join our table. Not only that, but Coggins said that there were too many people on the whole table, so Steph had to move alone to the other side of the room. I felt really slack to her coz its always been her seat...and i just sat there. SORRY STEPH!

Then also, Anjani said sorry for bumping into me today and i dunno if im just over-sensitive, but i find it more respectful(?) to say "it's okay" and to show them that u've accepted their "sorry". I forgot to say "its okay" to her!!! And i felt bad for that.

But i do think its my mood swinging, so for this week in advance, SORRY if i do anything selfish, bitchy or annoying.

Lol i remember in year 2, my friends and i were discussing something about selfishness...and then my friend was like "stop selling fish" :D lol that was funny...good times good times...

Oh and i have another freaking wart on my left index finger. Its quite small right now, so im treating it in its early stages before it becomes malicious ;P Also, as i was putting a bobby pin in my hair, i poked one of my sweat pimples on my forehead really hard, and now its itchy...

So yeah...i really dont like mood swings.

~heelorli